He should have expected this. Jack was in a state of emotional turmoil and who could blame him, yet he had got the wrong end of the stick. The angel swallowed thickly, wanting desperately for Jack to see just how much different he was from "all the others."

"No, that's not it, Jack. I love you and understand that's all you think you've got but you've got so much more. Or could if you find out just who you are truly. I want to get to know you and help find out who you are. Together. A journey we can both take because even now I'm still finding new things about you everyday. The way you breathe when we're together, the way you kiss, all of those little things that actually count. I know you have responsibilities to the kids and I accept that. I was hoping one day I could be a part of that side of your life because I care."

Balthazar felt tears welling up in the corner of his eyes. What had to be said was said. Would Jack run? Probably. Who could blame him. The angel just felt powerless for his lover to see his feelings any other way. He allowed his gaze to linger on the floor for a moment before glancing back up at his distraught lover.